196 days to go... I'm in Week 12 now. Can't wait for my appointment next Monday to see the little heart and the little studs again!The past 2 months has been tough. More difficult than when carrying BBV. Maybe I haven't recover well from the last one...we are hoping because it's a girl the symptoms are different...maybe it's just me getting older. Regardless of the "why", I had been more sick and felt more exhausted with this one. Trying hard to stay positive. I don't want baby to feel any negative vibe. I want her/him to be a happy baby like BBV! :)
I thank God soooo much for hubby. He has been superb supportive in every possible way! The past 2 months hasn't been any easier for him; taking care of both me & BBV is hard work! I guess he is getting a good practice for taking care of two! I'm so looking forward to getting my energy back and be able to do more and take back some load from him.
This past few days has been sooooo exciting! First dB's little Carsten, then fG's little Lois, 公主駕到! :) I can't wait to see the little angel! I was surprised when we visited aL for her new baby. I thought I was well trained with BBV. However it turns out that when holding to a newly newborn, I have lost touch of what to do with that little bundle of joy! I can't even wrap him properly!! I better train up myself again!!
Praying praying to my Lord for a smooth, healthy next 7 months! I soooo want to enjoy this to the fullest! This is my last round! I want to make the most of it! Praising my Heavenly Father for LIFE, and how He is seeing me through every step of the way!
I'm a mom now! I will be a good girl! I made my resolution over Easter and I'm going to keep it! I'm not going to let myself fall again!! Not anymore!!! :) With Him, all is possible! And I'm sure He is in support of me!! I can do this!!!
