Tuesday, March 08, 2011

Wk 4 Day 4

How do I feel today? I'm not as sick as last week..I was surprised I felt sick so early in and now I'm surprised it's gone so fast...is that it? Or just a little peace before the storm? Am I just of little faith and not trust that prayers can really make the sickness go away? I feel of little faith that I'm not trusting God enough...Becuase everyone says when you had an easy first one, your second round will be rough and so I'm 'expecting' it to be rough...but maybe I shouldn't think that way because God CAN work miracles, right? RIGHT! I should keep strong faith! What did God say to the people before they move into the promised land. He said: "It's ALREADY yours! But you must follow me in patience and in faith".
The clock is ticking...my little bunny is coming!
Maybe it WILL be a mui mui? :)

Monday, March 07, 2011

A new Chapter

A new chapter is ahead of us!!! It still feels very unreal. I don't know why I feel that way...we wanted it and God answered prayers..but I still feel quiet unsettled. I don't know if this anxiety is normal or not...but I am learning to pray pray pray...to give my worries to God and to trust Him wholeheartedly because HE promised He will watch over me. He is God .. the one who cared so much my hairs are counted! So what's to worry?

This new chapter is going to be soooo exciting! I am praying for a smooth ride! :)