及時雨--神必供應

We are soooo broke this month! Soooo soooo broke! So many things happened, so many things that costed us & caught us by surprises.

I thank God for giving me & hubby a joyful heart regardless, to give us a united heart to find ways to make things work and still have fun at it! And to give him faith to encourage me when I'm weak and in doubt.

And today, God provided, again, just in time!



A reminder to count the blessings and give thanks! And be reminded that He says "Behold, and know that I am God".

He is in control!

Why?

Today is Saturday, April 4th.

The day started out sooo right! We slept in till we 自然醒, we went to the Baby-Show which was awesome, got our stroller with a great deal ($100 OFF)...

And then...we went for my test. The test did not go well at all. So sad.... so sad after the test. There's this dark cloud above my head with a lot of questions and doubt. WHY? Is something wrong with me?

The nurse was not comforting at all. Hubby says she wasn't professional at all, it wasn't me, don't worry.

Don't worry? How can I not worry? Is Blueberry going to be ok?

Of course Blueberry will be ok, because God is knitting her/him together and He will take care of everything...

Please pull that dark cloud away from me please! I do not need these doubts & fear!

Ok, there's a bright side to today's test: We got our first ultrasound photo and saw Blueberry kicking me! So, cheer up!

Quantum of Solace

We saw the last James Bond movie "Quantum of Solace" at home today. I was reading the box after the movie and sudden I said, "Quantum of Solace 三個字, 我只識得個 "of" 字! 我英文可真差eh!!" It turns out none of us really know what it means.

Do you know what "Quantum of Solace" means? It turns out to be quiet sentimental eh?! Very meaningful!

Quantum - A desired/required amount of ...

Solace - Comfort, relief in sorrow

What would be my "Quantum of Solace" le? Where do YOU find your Quantum of Solace when you are in need?

Vitara Came Home Today!

Vitara came home today!

It feels very special this time the car came home. After 3 years, we finally got our own car!

I know it means alot to hubby, and I'm thankful we're finally able to get it!

It's such a deal, such a God-sent gift, more & better than what we could have asked for!

Let's enjoy it with Thanksgiving! Let's go for a ride! :)

too fast?

Doctor is very concerned about Blueberry's fast heart beat. This is creating alot of worries in my mind too. Doc says Blueberry maybe at 'stress'....& I'm in a lot of stress with this news!

Doc is asking me to take everything slow and easy...if I feel sick, do not wait but go to the hospital right away.

What's wrong my little blueberry...what's bothering you? Why are you stressed?

Scary thoughts....and I can only pray for a peaceful mind from God.

Slow slow....deep breath, 1---2----3---...

It's year-end at work! How do I slow down? How do I keep up with work and maintain professional while taking everything slow? I gotta learn to work in "split-personality"!!

Slow slow....deep breath, 1---2----3---...

Touched

Today is Friday, February 27th. We went for my first ultrasound.

This is day 1 of week #8. Baby is suppose to be the size of a blueberry now.

Saw the little heart beating...at 162/minute. It's a touching scene. There's LIFE inside my tummy. I can't see anything on the outside yet, well, my stomach is a little bloated, but that's just from the gas, not the bun. I can't feel much yet...But...there's life inside!! A tiny heart is beating!!

This is an amazing feeling.

"...you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made..." Psalm 139:13-14

How am I feeling?

How am I feeling? So far, I haven't felt much. I don't have much of an appetite and aches everywhere, and a little bloated. Other than that, I really don't have much complaints.

Have been doing a lot of reading on the internet, my biggest insight so far is, GOD does miracles. I am absolutely amazed as to how God knit this together. It's a true miracle. The tiny thing that started off the size of the 'point of an ball-point pen' is going to grow into a full human being? Pretty hard to warp my head around this concept!!

I've completed week 5 and unto week 6 now. According to some readings, baby's the size of a raisin now (about 1/10 of an inch, 1.5-3mm). Now, in that case, how come I feel my jeans are already tighter? Maybe it's just in my mind! But I feel I have to go shopping for new pants already :)

We are breaking the news to my parents and jF's b/s this weekend...my heart is already ponding just thinking about it!

The beginning of a million questions?

Today marks the new beginning of a milion questions I have in mind. All of a sudden it seems to be happening so quickly it seems unreal...Have you ever prayed for something you really wanted and then when God said "Yes", you say "is it for real"?

I don't know how to react yet...I have just about a million questions in my mind that I don't know where to begin. I pray to God for peace and joy. I pray that I will stay calm throughout....Not to get stressed, not to get worried about anything, because I know HE is in control.

Today, my biggest prayer is that God will provide hubby with a 'change' fast! ... well, ok, I should drop that "fast" word. I pray for it to happen in His Time!

For HE will make things beautiful in HIS time!